Meet me halfway

Happy boxing day everyone! ((: awesome party we had last night and a crazy amount of photos!!

Yes, my cute headgears that i bought!! will update asap!

I CAN'T DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR TOMORROW!! SIGH. SUCH A LOSER TODAY TO STAY IN WITH NOTHING TO DO AT HOME. ZZZ.

HELP ME DECIDE!!!

 it's gonna be a lonely christmas eve this time round. The bf has to do guard duty right smack on a xmas eve!!! when he cld have gone to the zoo and leave after that. HALF DAY!! SIGH. )): But yes, life is fucked up like that. zzz. Angry and fucking sad x 10,000 times!! WHY LIKE THAT!!!!!!!! ARGHHH. SO EMO NOW. ZZZ. and while typing, i am already missing him fucking lots!! 

NOW, I JUST WANT 25TH, CHRISTMAS DAY TO COME FAST FAST SO THAT I CAN SEE HIM!!! AND IT'S GONNA BE OUR 21ST MONTHSARY~~ :D

 The past friday was a screwed up day. I was looking so forward to it since the previous day the bf has showed me pictures of safra yishun and it was sooo nice that we decided to go there to swim. But then again, just when u expect things to go well, it just doesn't go the way u expect it to. Waited for an hour alone at yishun, it was the longest wait ever srsly. And i got so messed up with my emotions because, one, just can't help feeling that my whole life is all about waiting and waiting. Just like the previous night, like what's wrong with replying a question text. Waiting is a fucking waste of time and things got fucked up for the bf too. And u know what? i woke up at 8.30 and we only reached safra yishun at 12+pm cos things just decided to screw up again. Whatever it is, half the day just sucked that badly that i wanna die. zzz. And lesson learnt, need to be more tactful with words that i say.

Okay, enough of screwed up description of the day. The place is totally damn beautiful that i srsly dont mind travelling there to swim/tan! Would totally love to go back there another day! hehehe. Lying there like an idiot waiting to be tanned but NO!!! it was a cloudy day too. -.- Just when i was about to give up and pack my things to go bathe, there was sun. Idiot. So we laid there and fell asleep. 45mins of accidental sleep got me burnt when i woke up. LOL. So now, my front is darker than my back. Niceeee. -___-

 


( mmm that you only meant well )

"It hurts to love someone when you can't tell what you really feel... because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing, we get jealous without the right to feel that way, we want their time without being in the position to demand for it... till our hearts is breaking in silence... but despite it, we continue to love them because somehow, in this hurtful love, there's still hope of having simple moments with them... even if it means being just friends."

"why do we fall for someone who isn't really for us? should we blame ourselves for falling for the wrong one? or should we blame the one we fell for because they made us believe that they are the one?"


Reblogged via iammissingyou

The perfect weather on saturday, cloudy day to be exact. But then, not a perfect weather when u're trying hard to tan!! Damn it. All the clouds just kept blocking the sun! Headed to safra mount faber to swim, not exactly a place i would go on weekends. Full of army guys which just makes me the odd one out, giving me the look like wtf was i doing there. /rolleyes.......... zzzz. Need to tan again!! Left my tanning oil with the bf and i can't go alone! Totally ruin my plans for the week, bla. Plus he doesn't allow me to go alone! wth. -___-

But then anyway, love the clouds!!! Time passed damn fast since we left there around 3pm and the bf needed to book in at 10pm for his shitass guard duty back camp. zzz. Meaningless saturday, damn sad. ):

NEED TO GO SWIM + TAN AGAIN!!!! gotta love the clouds though. look so pretty ((:





( swinging your arms around me )